Still the same!!

Three months passed, but it means three years to be here. The lonely feeling is still stick with me. Really try not to be so, however, I am still the slave of loneliness. Studying is being busy, but it can't help me get out of the world of being alone. I am lonely within the group of millions of poeple.

My brain, my heart and my body appear to be seperated. Sometimes, I don't know where I am or what I am doing. I don't know when I am able to be not isolated or alone in this modern life Japan...